A SHATTERED DREAM

You came into my life like a ray of sunshine on a summer morning.

You hold my hand, and take me to a new world.

A world full of love, light & laughter.

A world full of rainbows and sunshine.

A world where only you and I exist.

You made me believe that true love is not a myth, its real.

You sang me all those unspoken words that lingered with me throughout the day, made me feel beautiful, made me feel special.

You made me love all those cute pink heart-shaped balloons even more

I started to believe that “the world and the words” portrayed in all Love Stories are real.

Now staring at stars for hours does not bore me.

I feel all those love songs are just meant for you and me.

I feel love, I feel life, I feel the whole universe by my side.

But now you are gone, where I don’t know, why I don’t know.

All I know is that I was dreaming, I am dreaming, you were never there.

There is no rainbow, no sunshine for me. There is darkness, only darkness all around me

I can hear my soul screaming with the pain of not being able to listen the sound of your unspoken words.

Heart shaped balloons laugh at me, they were never meant for me, I was a fool to believe they are mine, I was a fool to believe you are mine.

Love songs leave me with never ending river of pain

Yes I am cursed.

Love is not for me,

Love was never meant to be mine, you remain a dream to me and dreams  never come true..with night they are gone, and you are gone too..leaving me alone all alone..

There are some days when everything around you makes you content & blissful, this could be a touch, a song, a word, a sound, anything ..

But then there are days when same happy things suddenly looks miserable..same touch felt eerie, same song felt boring, word felt irritating, sound cause noise rather than bliss..

Days remain same..things remain same..,.then why cant mood remain same?
Why cant we remained positive always?
Why this feeling of being on an emotional roller coaster?
Why heart get hurt so easily?

If there would be something like magic band I would have asked for happiness..not only for me but for all around me...these sad feelings make me sickish...gloomy faces made me cry..why cant everyone be happy...no liars no cheaters just happy souls all around.

I can feel your presence, though I am alone,

Yes I am sad, but the memories of good times make me strong

It’s true that you are gone and no where around

Still every thought of yours, cast off all my qualms..

Today we are miles apart but you are always in my heart.

My mind is a bridge for your memories 

That takes me to you, to your thoughts, to the day when we met..,

You make me feel like a princess,

I still have the feel of your hypnotizing eyes on me...

My ears still have the touch of your mesmerizing voice 

The smell of your scent is deep into my soul

Though you are gone and no where around

Still every thought of your, cast off all my qualms..

A Promise

I won't say, “I will never make you cry"

But I will make sure you smile before your tears get dry.

 I won't say, "I will never tell you a lie"

But if I do, I will do it for a reason, someday I will tell you why?

I don’t say, "we will never have a fight"

But I will say I am really sorry, when I realize you were right"

I don’t say, "life together will be easy & bright"

But when something get tough, I'll hold u tight to me.

I got nothing more to say...

I got nothing more to prove.

But always remember...

I will love you forever.. b'coz

If it’s not forever, it’s not love...