Thursday, December 2, 2010

No turning back

The Day has started well. She reached office on time, started working on incomplete projects. She was assuming to complete the pending work in an hour’s time.  Suddenly her phone rang up. She was in no mood to talk, just glared at her phone to check.  It was him. Her heart starts thumping faster. She picked up her phone with stumble voice and shivering hands.

The next moment, whatever he said, she failed to trust on her ears.  She felt like going deaf and won’t be able to hear what he just said. Was this a dream or someone playing pranks to her? She was so much in disbelief. Her past wanted to come back.  It was something that her mind was not ready to accept.

Almost a year has passed, long time.  She never wanted him to come back. Its not that she stopped loving him but realized she wanted to move on. She was still trying her best to heal her emotional and psychological wounds. Every thing, every place, every song, every person remind her of him.  She always tries to bury herself in work just to avoid thinking about him.  The more the work the lesser the pain.

But what made him to come back now?

All those miserable memories came to the forefront of her mind that had been pinching her from inside. Has he understood her love for him? Has he broken up with his present girl friend? What if he left her again? What if  he fall in love with someone else again? What if again he starts thinking after some time that this relation is not going anywhere? Is she ready to start everything all over again? Is she ready to endure all the pain once again, the pain, which is yet to recover? She wanted to yell and cry, but her tears had long been dried.

Hell NO!!!!. She shook her head. She has no intention of leaping back into anything with him. Even if she enters in the relationship again thinking that it might work this time would only end up making a fool of herself. Past baggage should be kept in the past!!!!