The more we were closer the far we are now. Not because you shifted somewhere else but because our HEART drifted apart. Sometimes I think we were happy when we were kids, no biases or concealed agendas, playing whole day and fighting like someone’s gona murder the other.
I miss all those fights specially cloth fights, you never let me wore your clothes and I always did when you were not around and kept them back in place before you reached but every time you caught me after smelling the clothes and yell like a freak. Now whenever I open your cupboard I feel you in your clothes. Clothes are still there but I don’t feel like wearing them coz now I have no one to run after me, no one to shout on me and no one to warn me with dire consequences.
I miss the bed fights at night, that twitching, kicking, jolting each other just to get more space on bed. Now I wish you both would be there with me on the same bed, no matter how congested it got.
I miss that dressing table fight. You know now I rarely get time to stand in front of dressing table, I guess the table misses all 3 of us.
That nail polish fight, now I have so many colors lying in my cupboard, few of them are even untouched I hardly use any.
I miss the time when any of us wore new clothes, instead of giving compliments to each other we use to make faces, though there was jealousy but hidden love too. Now we hardly see each other, forget compliment or comments.
That hurry to reach home just to share a small secret or stupid gossip with you, now there is no one even to talk forget sharing secret.
I was looking through old pictures today and I realized how much I miss. I miss all those small arguments over any stupid random thing, I miss all the crazy time that we spent together. I can't call you on the phone frequently but in my heart, I talk to you every day.
It was nice growing up with someone like you - someone to lean on, someone to count on... someone to tell on. When mom and dad don't understand, I always knew that you both would and always will. I am lucky to have you both as my sisters. Miss you both!!
(Over the course of time, we made our lives more and more difficult, and we started losing touch with who we really are and what we really need).
