No turning back

The Day has started well. She reached office on time, started working on incomplete projects. She was assuming to complete the pending work in an hour’s time.  Suddenly her phone rang up. She was in no mood to talk, just glared at her phone to check.  It was him. Her heart starts thumping faster. She picked up her phone with stumble voice and shivering hands.

The next moment, whatever he said, she failed to trust on her ears.  She felt like going deaf and won’t be able to hear what he just said. Was this a dream or someone playing pranks to her? She was so much in disbelief. Her past wanted to come back.  It was something that her mind was not ready to accept.

Almost a year has passed, long time.  She never wanted him to come back. Its not that she stopped loving him but realized she wanted to move on. She was still trying her best to heal her emotional and psychological wounds. Every thing, every place, every song, every person remind her of him.  She always tries to bury herself in work just to avoid thinking about him.  The more the work the lesser the pain.

But what made him to come back now?

All those miserable memories came to the forefront of her mind that had been pinching her from inside. Has he understood her love for him? Has he broken up with his present girl friend? What if he left her again? What if  he fall in love with someone else again? What if again he starts thinking after some time that this relation is not going anywhere? Is she ready to start everything all over again? Is she ready to endure all the pain once again, the pain, which is yet to recover? She wanted to yell and cry, but her tears had long been dried.

Hell NO!!!!. She shook her head. She has no intention of leaping back into anything with him. Even if she enters in the relationship again thinking that it might work this time would only end up making a fool of herself. Past baggage should be kept in the past!!!!

Me and My Brother

Why brothers are so annoying.

No question mark after this line coz it’s not a question, it’s a statement, why?? Coz my brother, is a complete torture, a monster, diplomat and pathological liar. He tries to be uptight and mature and assumes that I can't make any right choices for myself.   He shows as if he is elder, to me, or to mom, or to dad, or to neighbours or to everyone everywhere. He is that egoistic and rude that he never say goodbye while hanging up the phone. He fights with me every time, and when I say fight, I mean it quite literally. Most of the time we got into heated argument which led to us trying to pull each other's hairs out.

(You know I want you to be changed, to changed into a good brother, but I know you never gona change rather you gona be more hypocrite. But still I want to tell you your most annoying habits:-

I just don’t understand the fun in hiding my things, no tell me what’s the fun, is it a game where you gona be rewarded if you win. Is it? Tell me?

 Why you always watch those TV shows, which I just can’t stand. I mean why not something entertaining and meaningful?

What’s the point of Staying on the computer all day long?? Don’t you think others in the house might also need computer at times, your name is not studded anywhere I guess?

You don’t have friends, that’s your problem, but why you have problems with my friends, why you always make noises while am talking on phone??

What is the fun in locking the door or turning off the lights when am in bathroom?

Why  you stay in toilet for ages, don’t you have any productive  work to do ?

What’s with landing into my room straight from the gym? After workout you smell that bad that I can smell you from a mile away.

Oh man you drive me crazy with your irritating chewing noises...chap chap chap chap!!!!  I understand you have super fast digestive systems you gulp the food down and its digested within 30 seconds but try to eat like human being for god sake and try to avoid those super loud and weird burps, those burp I tell you are super annoying, record one and you come to know yourself

Why you always act as if you don’t care, I mean I know you are there with me always when I need you.

And now the mother of all, I hate your remark that I am adopted. Why you keep on convincing me that I am adopted?

Okai enough of complaints though you have some good qualities too, god knows from where you got good habits, might be you get this hereditary from me only, whatever, I wanted to tell you that also:-

I love it when you go miles for buying Maggie for me,  (though I know you are selfish you gona eat more then shared amount) still I feel good.

I love it when you look after me and home well in the absence of mom dad.

Only two qualities you have, I can’t help it, I wanted to write more but you don’t have any quality. Well if you work on the above bad qualities am sure you will be a good brother one day and our bond will be unbreakable. Otherwise also our relation is unbreakable I guess! Though we have differences and that will remain forever, but if you work on the above points the differences can be sort out.

We may look old and wise to the outside world, but to me and you, we are still in junior school.  We know each other's hearts.  We know each other as we always were.  And we  will remain same for each other.  It was nice growing up with someone like you - someone to lean on, someone to count on...someone to tell on).

P.S :- few good things coz its your birthday and I decided to dedicate my one blog to you, don’t think I start loving you I still hate you.

P.P.S:- don’t expect any gift from me, this is the only gift for you an Entire BLOG. Read it twice or thrice or whole day, of if you want frame it, your choice.